~shio's life~

Wed, 19 Jan 2005 23:41:37 GMT

I have a new livejournal...
little_shio.
feel free to add me too your friends list because you love me.
I just grew out of this one...
don't ask.

Wed, 15 Dec 2004 21:51:43 GMT

I had a total depressing moment today.

I was printing this stack of papers to review astronomy with. I edited and edited it and made it as short as I possibly can, and at first it was 110 pages, but with margins cut out and font at 7.5 I got it at 45 pages. I thought that was pretty good. But then I started printing it- and it was so much. the stack of papers is overwhelming. and I started to think- what is this all for? All these pieces of paper- all the black ink lined up and forming perfect big words meaning complex things- doing something I don't want to do- studying for something I don't like. And I just had an epiphany of how depressing the world is- how we do all these things we don't want to, because we "have" to. But why do we "have" to? It's not like our lives depend on it. We want to do well in life. but what does getting a 4.0 GPA have anything to do with life? Sure you might graduate with honors, and then go to grad school, graduate summa cum laude, and then get a good paying job- but is that what we really want to do with life? Do we want to spend that many years working for something we don't want in the end? Spending 20 years in school, learning about things we probably will never use, and then spending another 30+ years sitting in front of a desk, doing things we don't want to do, being paid with pieces of paper with green ink on it. What are we supposed to do with our inner ballerinas and poets and broadway stars? Why doesn't the world make place for thriving artists to survive? They are just shunned for not going to school, not learning about numbers that don't mean anything to them, doing something true to their heart. I just can't fathom why you would reward someone for sticking with something so stupid and menial. Why is money so important? Because it buys a sense of security- but even that, in the current times- is doubtful.. So what then are we doing it all for? Shouldn't people be rewarded for doing something they love? Won't they do a better job at their work if they're doing something they want to do? Won't there be happier employees if they want to come to work?

Money is the suppressor of our emotional inspirations
And we're all slaves to the lack of desire
and it can only buy us false happiness.

I'm off to study for the exams for subjects I can't give shit about.

Mon, 08 Nov 2004 06:57:35 GMT

i suck at updating this thing.
So i decided that i am starting new.
I got a new journal, and it's online!
Not an everyday update, but more of a at least once a week update (we'll see how that works)
but instead of writing random stuff, I am going to concentrate on what I like most- fashion! yay, i feel like a stupid pink wearing teenager, but really, I'm going to be writing about fashion and perhaps contemplating modern fashion-ish issue (panty hose with open toed shoes- still a no-no?) and women dilemmas (besides periods..maybe)
So if you would like to read about this floozy topic (written by a rather floozy girl) please leave me a comment here to let me know...I know most people here won't care, and thats fine.
much love,
Shio

labels

Thu, 28 Oct 2004 18:21:04 GMT

They expect people now-a-days to be a one type, one sided flat human being.
but in truth, most people are multi faceted. Did you know Condoleeza Rice went to college as a piano performance major and then went to law schoo? And Natalie Portman went to Harvard for pre-med while being an amazing actress.
You can't be close minded and like one thing anymore. And you can't expect people to be a cookie cutter persona.
I come off as a Britney Spears kinda girl. And I do like Britney Spears- I dance to her music all the time. It's fun, It's catchy. I don't think she's a good musician (nor does she have good taste in men- ew her new husband is totally white trash) , but she is a good dancer. You gotta give the girl that.
Come on, I dance, give me a break. I listen to top 40 stuff. It's not a big deal. Don't label me because of one type of music I like.
But I also love rock. Any kind! I love the ramones, the sex pistols, the clash! Those are right next to my John Mayer, Isreal Kamikawa'ole, Alkaline Trio, Dixie Chicks, New Found Glory, Maroon 5, Fiona Apple, and Black Eyed Peas.
I can't help it. I love all these different kinds of music. Don't give me shit for what music I listen to. If I like a song, I'll like it- It doesn't matter if it's not "punk" enough or not popular enough. Fuck that. I can listen to whatever I want- try liking music for each song, not the artist image.
You can like particular artists- but I like them cuz of their songs. I love Beatles songs! So I like the Beatles. That's all there is to it.
I don't understand how people get so caught up in labels.
And it's always those damn "non-conformists" If you were really non-conformist, you wouldn't care what the fuck other people are listening to.
People are absolutley psycho now-a-days. I hate being labeled. I am totally not how I come off all the time. I can be happy and girly, I can be tough and crazy, I can be what ever I feel like being- don't tell me I'm a poser because I'm not always one way or becuase I discover a new side of me.
Let people grow into whatever they want. Let them explore new outlets. Don't judge people on they treat their likes and dislikes, but rather how they treat you. I understand that you don't have to like everyone. But you don't have to feel the same way about everything to be their friend. As a matter of fact, try making a friend with someone you usually wouldn't be friends with- you might discover their tastes are something you've never tried, and so try it! You might like it.
I can't stand close minded people. Probably because I was raised in such a multi-faceted environment. I've learned to become whatever I feel like- a human chameleon, and I understand that that is perfectly fine. It's the people outside who don't understand if I don't fit into a category or stereotype.
I mean people say they hate being stereo typed, but they dont understand that it happens. and I know it does, but you also have to understand when people fit most of the stereo type but not fully. Stereotypes are somewhat real, but you can't expect it to be 100 percent. That's just ignorant.
And another rant: don't hate me if you don't know me! I'll admit, I sometimes get a bad vibe from someone, but that doesn't mean that I won't ever talk to them because I hate them and they're now my sworn enemy. I have people who hate me and I've never said anything to them!! They must have hated me because of the way I carried my bag...I mean, what the fuck? Get to know me, and hate me. Hate me all you want, but don't do it unless you know me- unless you can tell someone exactly what I did to make you hate me.
People can be so shallow about judgements. Don't hate because someone is a certain type. It's ignorant, shallow, stupid, and retarded.

Today was ranting day... I'm running out of ideas to write about... any ideas? and FYI: I'm saving the "sex" topic... I might cover something about sex tomorrow though...
****Give shio ideas for what to talk about so she can get practice ranting...I mean, philosophizing...i mean..writing...yea, writing....

coincedence? or fate?

Thu, 28 Oct 2004 02:14:10 GMT

Would you say it is a miracle to be loved by someone you love?
I used to think it was one of those fairytale things. The prince and the princess instantaneously fall in love and they live happily ever after.
I'm in love. pretty darn deep too. I'm in love with Eric Arthur Klug, and it has been two long high school years shared with one of the most caring boys on earth. He is completley wonderful and amazing. I love him so much.
But before meeting him, I kept knowing that people regularly fell in love with each other and had it work out for years and years before me, but found it hard to actually believe and understand. You can know the facts and statistics, but the information still doesn't sink in.
Someone can love you so much and what are the chances that you like them that much too?
I mean. There are over 6 billion people on the face of this earth. What are the chances that you meet the person you are supposed to spend your whole life with. For all I know, maybe there is a perfect match waiting for me in Valleta, Bogota or Bandar Seri Begawan.
The possibilities are endless. Maybe if I marry someone in Uganda, I will birth a child who will find a cure for cancer. But you can keep asking yourself these what if's, and you're going to what if your life away. I would rather spend that time exploring every bit of possibility, meeting more people, and still exploring my relationship with Eric. I'm feeling pretty damn happy right now with this guy, and so what's the use in making myself worry about the other 6 billion people left besides him?
The bigger miracle is that I found a guy who will put up with my quirky ways. And how I love him more than I can say. Thats a 1 in 6 billion kind of statistic. I think I'm willing to take the chance.
I hope everyone has a chance to pursue a possible happily ever after. It's nothing like you would imagine. It is cotton candy and pretty stars and soft velvet and hot chocolate and autumn sunshine.
It's absolutley divine... don't you agree?

nostalgia

Wed, 27 Oct 2004 07:23:58 GMT

Welcome to college.
We're all grown up. All ready to face the world. Armed with extra long twin sheets, a shower caddy, and five year's worth of popcorn, another generation of young men and women are ready to face the world.
Starting freshman year becomes a big blur. A big blur of frat parties, 100 level courses, welcome activities, half written papers, and cereal bars.
But as mid-term time rolls around, you stop in your lightning speed life, and look back. Maybe something reminded you to look back. Maybe one of what seems like "old" high school friend calls you up to say hey and see how everything is going. Maybe you checked the away message of a current senior.
In my case, it was the former. But my friend didn't call to say hey and see how life was without your parents breathing down your neck. My call was to tell me my english teacher suddenly died of a heart attack.
That would put a break to your life, wouldn't it?
Mr. Patterson. The one who was always willing to talk to you about weird, experimental ideas for your upcoming poetry project. The one who was always finding excuses to use the old broken down piano in the corner. The one who made sure to come to all the plays, musicals, dance performances, band and choir concerts, recitals. Some, he even came twice just becuase he liked it so much. He even came when he took a break from teaching to write on his own. He always liked poetry and crazy chaotic papers about people on various types of drugs. He was always there, laughing his little knowing smirk, always smelling mysteriously a bit like cigarettes.
I remember him writing my recommendation, telling me he is proud of me for my college essays, and finally, congratulating me on graduating.
My old best friend and I talked for hours that day. Reminescing all the memories we had in his class. She had him for three years, and still e-mailed him after she graduated.
That got me thinking about how I missed high school. All the familiar faces, the gossip, the theatre, the workload, those damned toshiba laptops.
Hearing the news about my teacher, I felt so far away. I felt like I needed to do something about his death- something he would like me to do. Like write a poem, or compose a dance piece. But somehow, it feels like time stopped for me to rewind and catch the moments back in highschool. I guess I was too close during the summer to realize the nostalgia forming about high school.
The thing is, the morning after he passed away, I went on AIM and by the time I got back from lunch, there were more than 20 away messages listed by CCD alumni with "RIP Bob Patterson" on it. I feel like it bought people back into the CCD loop. A reminder to check back once in a while.
I miss high school. I miss Mr. Patterson. I miss the couches. I miss the swivel chairs.
I look back, and the creepy thing is, I kind of feel like this is what Mr. Patterson would have wanted us to do. Come back together. Look back at our life. Stop and recognize how far we've gone in a mere 4 months.

Thanks Mr. Patterson, we love and miss you. We're sure you're writing some great poetry up there in heaven.

Tue, 26 Oct 2004 00:08:50 GMT

So I suck at updating this thing,
and I think I want to change that.
I'm pretty decided that I want to major in communication studies and become a journalist.
So I think it would be good practice for me to write on a regular basis, about my life.
So my goal is to write at least once a week. Feel free to comment at anytime, especially if I slack off and don't write once a week (unless its finals week or something...)
And I think I want to vary the style of writing. Sometimes I think I want to do contemplative ones. Well, most of them will likely be contemplative... Well we'll try this...uhh okay.

Autumn.

It's at the point right now in the year. Where everything feels downhill. Not in a suicidal, I want to kill myself kind of way, but more in a everything gets gloomy way. Everyone becomes grumpier, those pounds keep piling on (or is that just the Freshman Fifteen?), it gets harder to wake up in the morning. Just today I've had 4 people NOT keep the door open for me when I was a mere 2 feet away from them. It would have taken them a grand total of 5 seconds to hold the door open for me. But no, the loud SLAM in my face is all I get when I'm carrying my Astronomy books in one hand, and a tall chai latte in the other, all while trying to juggle for my ringing cell phone.

It's sad, fashion wise, because you can no longer wear your skirts, unless you're one of those freshman girls who insist on looking cute in sub-zero weather. But I say no thanks to frost bites and goose bumps. I can still look moderatley cute in jeans and a jacket, but after the summer, where you had so many choices of clothes, it's sad to go back to the pants and sweater routine. Fashion is a downslope starting at fall. Sure, you can layer, and wear the brand new coat you've been waiting to wear since April, but in truth, the coat is almost everything. When you're outside, no one is going to see anything besides your coat and maybe shoes, no matter how cute your sweater is, in the freezing cold, no one can see it under that bulky coat. That depresses me. And cold weather clothing, though it may be more forgiving for the figure, is more expensive. Is that really worth it when it's all going to be covered up in a coat? Being the fashion loving freak that I am, this whole ordeal upsets me alot.

I heard today that Autumn is the hardest season to keep relationships together. As a person in a long distance relationship, I am not exactly thrilled. Just last week, my long-distance boyfriend and I got into a little squabble. I blame it on the falling leaves. I guess people get in a crabbier mood when the nice weather goes away, and starts to not put the effort into the relationship. It's hard to keep it together with everything else going on in fall anyways.

Fall makes me think of the long cold winter ahead of us. Maybe it's the prospect of the cold weather getting to our nerves. The days are getting shorter, the hot tea is looking yummier, maybe this season is a time for people to grow up, and some people are not ready yet. Crazy things happen to people in the autumn, I swear. I just hope people will hold the damn door open for me a few months later when there is 5 feet of Michigan snow I need to trudge through...

birthday, college, everything going on...

Tue, 05 Oct 2004 18:47:22 GMT

Yesterday was my birthday and it rocked.
It was mellow, but it was super nice because all the girls in my dorm were super cool about it.

So college is so much fun- It's a bit of work- but not too different from country day. The thing I miss the most is doing all the arts stuff at country day- Now that I look back on it, I did so much with arts stuff. I haven't been able to find quite the right things to do yet. but regardless, homework and all my girls keep me busy so I have enough to do. I'm almost 95% sure that I am going to major in communicative studies with a possible minor in art history. I think I want to become a journalist for a magazine and live in NY. I just have to work alot on my writing, but I think it would be a good career choice for me- that way I can write, and also write about something fun, hopefully, like fashion.

Eric is coming to visit me this weekend all the way from DC and that makes me very very happy. I haven't seen him in over a month and I just miss him alot. I hope he can get here safely from the airport though.

the only bad thing going on right now in my life is my technology- my ipod is having problems with my new computer, and my cell phone is about to commit suicide. It erased all the ringtones and backgrounds right now- my contacts are still there- thank god, but everything else is basically shot to hell. It makes me very happy.

Oh, and another dilemma- what should I get with my birthday money? I can't think of anything that great to get- I need suggestions!

I miss alot of the people from home- I miss Eric and Alle the most, but I also miss all my friends, some at college, and some still stuck at CCD- Asia, Teck, Eugene (and all the people in my Pre-Calc class), Franz, Flexter, Neil, Jason, Connie, April, Sarah, Jeffrey, all the musical people, the dance team....
I had so many great friends- I miss them- I hope I get to see everyone when I go home for Thanksgiving break....

well that's all for now, I have to be a big college girl and write 3 papers this week... argh.

Sat, 21 Aug 2004 00:02:30 GMT

I decided, I would copy this from alle's profile and fill this out since I'm lonely....

- Single? No.
- Want to be? Sometime, but then, in the end, Eric is the best.
- Your birth date: October 4th
- Your age: 17... almost legal
- Age you act: either 8 or 48.
- Age you wish you were: Old enough to get married, even though college is going to be amazing...
- Your height: 5'4" i grew.
- The color of your eyes: shit.
- Happy with it? sure, green or blue would be cool though
- The color of your hair: black, with brown and red highlights
- Happy with it? sure
- Left/right/ambidextrous? righty
- Your living arrangement? Mom's house
- Have any pets? nope
- What's your job: planet smoothie. eh.
- Piercings? my ears
- Tattoos? none
- Addictions? Eric... I miss the kid- damn myself for getting in too deep yet again
- Do you speak another language? Japanese, and apparently I'm also fluent in Spanish.
- Have a favourite quote? too many to recall... but my favorite lyrics is "blinded by the silence of a thousand broken hearts" (guess what song!)
- Do you have a webpage? no, I suck at techie stuff

DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
- Do you live in the moment? Most of the time
- Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? It depends on my mood
- Do you have any secrets? If i told you, it wouldn't be a secret
- Do you hate yourself? sometimes
- Do you like your handwriting? suprisingly, yes
- Do you have any bad habits? yea, way too many.
- What is the compliment you get most from people? That I'm a great dancer, but that's average... that or some comment on my butt... aren't guys dumb?
- What's your biggest fear? of being alone
- Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? yea, my name's jane...
- Are you a loner? i am now...
- What are your no. 1 priorities in life? eric, friends, family
- If you were another person, would you be friends with you? Hell no. because I know all the mean things I think about
- Are you a daredevil? no
- Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? my procrastination, my lonesome nature
- Have you got a journal? you speak like a brit.
- If you could change one thing about yourself,what would it be? That I would be more secure, I guess
- How do you vent? I bitch to eric
- Do you think you are emotionally strong? not really
- Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? I don't know
- What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? it's crazy
- What do you like the most about your body? my hands...i think
- And least? legs, but at the same time, they let me dance, so i like them, but because I dance, they're muscly and wierd
- Do you think you are good looking? sometimes, if i put in the effort

- Are you confident? more or less
- What is the fictional character you're most like? Elizabeth Sharp, for her manipulativeness, but also Estella, because my emotions are wierd and complex, but at the same time Amelia Sedley because I'm naive... I can't think of anymore right now
- Do people know how you feel? most of the time,no
- Are you perceived wrongly? you can't be percieved wrongly- perception is different for each adn every person

DO YOU...

- Smoke? no
- Do drugs? No
- Read the newspaper? tempo section
- Pray? no
- Go to church? no
- Talk to strangers who IM you? yes
- Sleep with stuffed animals? sometimes...
- Take walks in the rain? if i don't care
- Talk to people even though you hate them? yes, but only to be snotty to them and make their lives miserable.. jk
- Drive? ha ha rarely
- Like to drive fast? no

WOULD OR HAVE YOU EVER...

- Liked your voice? When I sing certain songs, but I usually sound like a nasaly little girl
- Hurt yourself? mmm, no
- Been out of the country? yea
- Eaten something that made other people sick? foie gras
- Had sex? yea
- Been unfaithful? nope
- Been in love? yes, god dammit
- Done drugs? no
- Gone skinny dipping? yea
- Had a medical emergency? dont think so
- Had a surgery? like alle, wisdom teeth
- Ran away from home? nope
- Played strip poker? yea
- Gotten beaten up? nope
- Beaten someone up? Does it count if someone else did it for me?
- Been picked on? yea
- Been on stage? all the time
- Slept outdoors? yea, ew
- Thought about suicide? yea
- Pulled an all-nighter? two in a row during orientation
- Gone one day without food? Im sure I have
- Talked on the phone all night? not all night..
- Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex first? yea
- Slept all day? yea
- Made out with a stranger? yea, guilty.
- Had sex with a stranger? ew, no
- Thought you're going crazy? yes, all the time
- Kissed the same sex? yea
- Been betrayed? yea, big time
- Broken the law? yea, I download music-oooh living on the edge
- Have you ever killed an animal by accident? nope
- On purpose? omg gross
- Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? yes, and i hated myself for it
- Stolen anything? i dont think so, except for a few people's hearts. ha ha
- Been on radio/TV? yea
- Been in a mosh-pit? nope
- Had a nervous breakdown? yea
- Considered religious vocation? ...wierdo

CLOTHES and other fashion

- Current shoe brand? bare feet baby
- Cologne/perfume? ralph, fuzzy navel, dolly girl
- Wear hats? yes
- Judge other people by their clothing? sometimes
- Wear make-up? yea
- Favourite place to shop? I like to shop. period.
- Favourite article of clothing? one of my pretty dresses
- Are you trendy? maybe
- Would you rather wear a uniform to school? not really

FRIENDS

- Do you have any gay/lesbian friends? do i dance? yes. so yes
- Who is your best friend? Alle and Eric
- Who's the one person that knows most about you? Alle and Eric, and Mom.

LOVE

- Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title? no, but i did get annoyed
- Do you remember your first love? oh yes
- Still love him/her? I suppose
- Do you consider love a mistake? It's anything but a mistake
- What do you find romantic? Anything that has some thought into it, but I like the classics, like Alle- all that flowers and cuddling and opening doors is great
- Turn-ons? being a nice person
- Turn-offs? being an asshole
- First kiss? I think it was either Jason in 1st grade... if that counts... or Brent P in 7th grade
- If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel? I would be flattered but sad
- Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? ... attracted... unattractive...wouldn't you have to find them attractive to be attracted to them?
- Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? there are some crazy people out there. I've been told though by a few sweet guys that I am the most beautiful girl in the world... and that always makes you feel good.
- What is best about the opposite sex? Penis? I'm just joking! How they're tall and they're amazing to cuddle with- and how they're strong
- What is the worst thing about the opposite sex? Their penis. for real, this time. lol.
- Do you read porn? ...you can read porn?
- What's the last present someone gave to you? My diamond ring from eric! yay!
- Are you in love? absolutley
- What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk? Think, my they're attractive, and keep walking

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...

- You wanted to kill? I dont know
- That you laughed at? my mom
- That laughed at you? my mom
- That turned you on? who do you think?
- You went shopping with? jeff and eric... ha ha
- That broke your heart? ....I dont know
- To disappoint you? eric.. he left
- To ask you out? eric... man it's been like two years.. i have gotten hit on, but those don't count
- To make you cry? eric.
- To brighten up your day? eric
- That you thought about? eric... duh, you just asked a question pertaining to him.
- You talked to on the phone? eric
- You talked to? mom
- You saw? mom
- You lost? ... eric? but not for good...
- You wanted to be? My self....
- You told to fuck off? God knows
- You turned down? I dont know

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU

- Smiled? a few moments ago
- Laughed? a few moments ago
- Cried? a few hours ago. when eric called to say a final goodbye
- Danced? In my kitchen about an hour ago
- Were sarcastic? a few questions ago
- Kissed someone? today, eric. god i miss him
- Talked to an ex? a few days ago
- Had a nightmare? I dont remember. i dont dream alot lately
- Talked on the phone? today with eric
- Listened to the radio? last night
- Watched TV? last night. olympics
- Went out? last night
- Were mean? I dont know
- Sang? right now
- Saw a movie? I saw Princess Diaries
- Said "I Love You": Eric when i got off the phone with him
- Missed someone? right now
- Fought with a family member? I dont know
- Had a serious conversation? Today
- Smoked weed? never
- Got drunk? never

and I also have one thing I forgot to put in the update.. I have this thing called a heart murmur, and it's usually harmless, but in some cases it can lead to heart problems. It's just when your heart beat is wierd. So next week I have to get an EKG, and that's supposed to feel wierd... so ew...

If livejournal were a person, I would be a bad friend

Fri, 20 Aug 2004 23:27:37 GMT

So.. I haven't written in the last forever... So an update seems necessary...

Eric left today for DC, and I'm mad and lonely... anyone want to come and sulk with me?
So the next week should consist of me getting ready for college and busying around trying to say goodbye to the last remains of the people who are left...
I need to hang out with the following people before I leave: (mental list) Alle, Jeff, Eugene, Teck, Franz (is he gone already?), Robin, Marie, and Pranjal...
not a long list, but whatever.

The last few weeks, my cousin has been staying with me, and that was a little stressful, but that was okay, and everyone has been leaving for college, which is really a not-so-nice feeling.

I want steak and shake (let's go next week- Alle!)

I leave the 31st, so if anyone wants to give me a ring so we can hang out, then that would rock...

Sun, 13 Jun 2004 22:08:36 GMT

Thirteen random things you like:
01. Eric
02. Smoothies (i agree with alle)
03. Clothes
04. shoes
05. Tea (again, i agree with alle)
06. dancing
07. sleeping
08. being complimented (ha ha)
09. jewelry
10. good food
11. sex... i mean, cuddling.
12. getting petted
13. Hugs and kisses

Twelve movies you like:
01. Kate and Leopold
02. Amelie
03. Moulin Rouge
04. Roman Holiday
05. Nemo in Slumberland
06. 50 First Dates
07. Chicago
08. Great Expectations
09. Any Mary Kate and Ashley movies ((yea! they rock! happy 18th!)
10. Pirates of the Caribbean (Alle! you forgot this one!)
11. Notting Hill (ha ha im a dork)
12. How to lose a guy in 10 days (im running out of movies)

Eleven things in your room:
01. I don't really have a room right now... ha ha. sad, i know.
02.
03.
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05.
06.
07.
08.
09.
10.
11.

Ten good bands/artists
01. Buena Vista Social Club
02. The goo goo dolls (i agree with alle. lol)
03. NFG
04. the ataris
05. Alkaline Trio
06. eric clapton
07. Beatles
08. frank sinatra
09. something corporate
10. the angry vein (ha ha, even though we havent played yet)

Nine things about you ... physically
01. Black hair, brown highlights
02. 5'3"
03. Brown Eyes
04. skinny
05. size 12 kids, 0, 00,
06. 32B (ha ha ha)
07. size 5-6 shoes
08. 98 lbs
09. ..i can hyperextend my elbows...

Eight favorite foods/drinks:
01. Smoothies (yea!)
02. foie gras (cuz im wierd)
03. jones soda
04. cheese
05. fries!
06. deweys pizza
07. indian food (palak paneer rocks!)
08. european food

Seven things you wear daily:
01. bra
02. undies
03. shirt
04. bottoms
05. earrings
06. hair tie
07. ring

Six things that annoy you:
01. mean or rude people
02. perfect/arrogant people
03. people coming in to planet smoothie like 3 minutes before 9
04. severe incompetence
05. not having my own room
06. bugs

Five things you touch everyday:
01. myself...ha ha
02. cell
03. regular phone
04. clothes
05. computer

Four shows you watch:
01. Gilmore Girls
02. Newlyweds
03. The Realworld (because its always fucking on)
04. the news

Three celebrities you have a crush on:
01. eric... so what? he's not a celebrity. i dont care
02. Johnny Depp (*orgasmic*)
03. Orlando Bloom (*orgasmic once again*)

Two people you'd like to kiss:
01. Eric
02. Alle (aw man, she's hot)

One person you could spend the rest of your life with:
01. Eric and Alle

he he he he. i'm a goof ball

Sat, 05 Jun 2004 03:04:29 GMT

this is a crazy feeling.

im graduating tomorrow. from high school...
i dont think i can wait. i've been waiting so damn long. im excited as hell. but at the same time it hasnt sunk in fully. ahh, crazyness. okay i have to go do some shit...

Sun, 16 May 2004 17:13:46 GMT

A is for - Age: 17.5

B is for - Boyfriend/Girlfriend: eric, alle

C is for - Career in Future: international relations and fashion design

D is for - Dead person you would like to meet: so, when i meet them will they be undead?

E is for - Essential item to bring to a party: myself.

F is for - Favorite song at the moment: anything by the buena vista social club

G is for - Guy/Girls you've kissed: lots.

H is for - Hometown: Tokyo, but really, Detroit

I is for - Instruments you play: piano, but otherwise, i play myself (i sing)

J is for - Job title: smoothie bar tender! ha ha ha ha. and sex godess, i mean, what?

L is for - Living place: Apt 1822

M is for - Most memorable moment of the day: waing up next to eric

N is for - Number of people you've dated: i dont know

O is for - Overnight hospital stay: not alot

P is for - Phobia[s]: loneliness, little children in scary movies, etc.

Q is for - Quote you like: "blinded by the silence of a thousand broken hearts"

R is for - Relationship thats lasted the longest: 1 year and 7 months with eric, as of today

S is for - Sexuality: yes, please

T is for - Time you wake up everyday: ha ha now, like 11

U is for - Unique trait(s): craziness

V is for - Vegetable you love: potatoes, radishes

W is for - Worst habit: not caring? i dont know

X is for - X-rays you've had: not alot

Y is for - Yummy food you make: anything sweet. im good at desserts

Z is for - Zodiac sign: libra. im balanced. hummmmmmm.

Fri, 14 May 2004 21:59:46 GMT

+Personal Stuff+
if you could have any power, what would it be?: to be able to stop time and whatnot. then i could sleep so much more
if you could change ONE thing about you, what would it be?: i would make myself not want to take these things a million time.
what is your dream?: to get married, be a fashion designer, have a cute daughter who isn't a brat, and live happily ever after
u can make any one person fall in love with u-who? (alive, dead, fictional): truthfully, eric, but since he already is in love with me, orlando bloom. lol.
who do you admire most? why?: strong people.
if you could make three wishes to come true, what would they be?: make myself be happy no matter what, make sure everyone else in the world was happy, and more happiness!
how about only one wish?: happiness for everyone.
if you could take one person anywhere (anyone/anywhere) who and where?: Alle would go with me to some desserted caribbean island and we can pretend we're pirates
which one person do you trust above all others?: Alle (eric in a close second)

+Annoying things+
what bugs you most about people?: When they're mean. mean people suck. it's true.
what bugs you most about yourself?: I'm too observant
what are your pet peeves?: mean people
are you easily annoyed?: it depends. how much sleep did i get the night before?
whats one regret you'll always have?: that i left too many people behind

+Finish the Sentence+
guys are...: stupid
life is...: sometimes a bore, but otherwise okay.
your family is...: good, wierd
your friends are...: superb
you are...: sleepy
your life is...: non existant. lol
a friend is...: a wish your heart makes... i mean, fun
school...: is over for me, but i have another at least 4 years
laughter is..: contagious. so laugh with me, ha ha ha ha ha...
tears are...: necessary

+Random Things+
which movie character scares you most?: johnny depp- it scares me how a man could be so sexy in eye liner
how many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?: i dont know
what song relates most to you?: chasing rainbows, no use for a name
whats the stupidest thing you've ever done?: i've done too many stupid things to count
is sticking carrots up your nose something you enjoy?: no, i prefer cucumbers
how many nicknames do you have? what are they?: Shitt, Kiki, Yoshii, Shi, Shizz, etc.
what's your family's name for you?: Shio

+Choose One+
love/happiness: love=happiness
friends/family: both
hawaii/alaska: hawaii
bird/fish: birdie
MTV/VH1: MTV
french/spanish: both, but more french
mom/dad: mommie
blood/tears: sweat baby sweat
live free/die: live free..?

+Friends (feel free to repeat the same person as many times as you want)+:
who's your bestest best friend in the whole wide world?: Alle-boo
how about the top 10? (not in order..dont want any hurt feelings out there): alle, eric, asia, jeff, eugene... i dont know, i dont have friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
who's the goofiest lookin person you've seen/know?: mark kroto
funniest?: Nate! or Mark kroto
smartest?: come on people, i go to school at CCD
prettiest?: Alle, she's MY girlfriend, you know
not-so-brightest?: i would rather not say.
most loving?: Alle and eric
most forgiving?: i dont know
unsurvivable...est?: ...amanda tholke
closest?: Alle
was this waaaaay too long?: not really

oh, it ended.

Fri, 14 May 2004 00:57:29 GMT

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What is your favorite..
gum:	orbit
restaurant:	this place called le couple
drink:	peach smoothie! ice tea! water with lemon!
season:	summer, or fall
type of weather:	sunny and breezy
emotion:	happy, duh.
thing to do on a half day:	sleep
late-night activity:	sleep (man im lame)
sport:	to watch: hockey
city:	Aix-en-Provence
store:	Kroger... i mean...
When was the last time you..
cried:	last night
played a sport:	ha ha ha, funny
laughed:	when you asked the last question
hugged someone:	i hugged eric earlier today
kissed someone:	i kissed eric earlier today
felt depressed:	god knows
felt elated:	elated?
felt overworked:	yesterday, closing. i hate closing
faked sick:	um i dont know
lied:	the last question
What was the last..
word you said:	pretty
thing you ate:	BW3's
song you listened to:	tabaco y chanel- bacilos
thing you drank:	water
place you went to:	mall/ school/ BW3's
movie you saw:	aw shit, 50 first dates
movie you rented:	kill bill vol 1
concert you attended:	battle of the bands? i dont know
Who was the last person you..
hugged:	eric
cried over:	you
kissed:	eric
danced with:	eric, or alle
shared a secret with:	alle, tee hee. (i dont know)
had a sleepover with:	alle- tee hee again!
called:	asia
went to a movie with:	my self
saw:	50 first dates. it was good. i liked it, really.
were angry with:	eric
couldn't take your eyes off of:	eric
obsessed over:	eric
Have you ever..
danced in the rain:	i dance everywhere
kissed someone:	no... ha ha
done drugs:	nope
drank alcohol:	yes
slept around:	oh yea, im the village bicycle, everyone's had a ride!
partied 'til the sun came up:	yea
had a movie marathon:	mighty ducks movie marathon!!! ha ha.
gone too far on a dare:	not really, i dont like dares cuz i suck
spun until you were immensely dizzy:	heck yea
taken a survey quite like this before:	yes. lol.

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Tue, 11 May 2004 01:23:04 GMT

hey im almost done with school. i have one more exam left on wednesday.
and i moved! i dont have a room now! hooray! ha ha ha ha.
so here goes one of those fun filling out thingies

LAYER ONE:
--Spell your name with band names.
Something Corporate
Hoobastank
Infra-green!! (that's our *new* band name)
Our lady peace

LAYER TWO:
-- Name: Shio
-- Birth date: october 4th 1986
-- Nickname: Shit, yoshii, kiki,
-- Current Location: couch
-- Eye Color: brown
-- Hair Color: black, brown, and red
-- Righty or Lefty: righty
-- Zodiac Sign: libra

LAYER THREE:
-- The shoes you wore today: blue old navy flip flops
-- Your weakness: food
-- Your fears: being lonely
-- Your perfect pizza: deweys or papajohns margherita or plain cheese
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: graduate college! ha ha

LAYER FOUR:
-- Your most overused phrase on AIM: hey
-- Your thoughts first wake up: where am i?
-- Your best physical feature: i dont know...
-- Your bedtime: whenever i get sleepy
-- Most missed memory: dancing
LAYER FIVE:
-- Pepsi or Coke: neither. ew
-- McDonald's or Burger King: mickey d's
-- Adidas or Nike: converse?
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: ew i like real ice tea
-- Chocolate or vanilla: peach... i mean vanilla (i suck at these choices questions)
-- Cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino i guess

LAYER SIX:
-- Smoke: ew
-- Cuss: fuck no.
-- Sing: i sing for a band.
-- Take a shower everyday: lately not as much
-- Have a crush(es): on eric. he he
-- Do you think you've been in love: yea
-- Want to go to college: i think im excited to go to michigan. it should be a lot of fun
-- Like(d) high school: who likes high school? lets admit it, it's the best time of our lives and the worst time of our lives
-- Want to get married: yes please
-- Believe in yourself: sometimes
-- Get motion sickness: when i read in a car
-- Think you're attractive: according to how much i earn in tips at work, no.
-- Think you're a health freak: im so bad with health stuff
-- Get along with your parents: yep
-- Play an instrument: piano

LAYER SEVEN:
In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: wine
-- Smoked: ew
-- Done a drug: nope
-- Had Sex: i dont think so
-- Made Out: with alle, on the kitchen table, it was HOT.. i mean, yes, with eric....
-- Gone on a date: yep
-- Gone to the mall?: for like 20 minutes
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: ew
-- Eaten sushi: actually, yes
-- Been on stage: yea
-- Been dumped: nope
-- Gone skating: nope
-- Made homemade cookies: nope
-- Gone skinny dipping: nope
-- Dyed your hair: no
-- Stolen anything: nothing except for your heart!!! ha ha ha ha

LAYER EIGHT:
Ever...
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: yes
-- If so, was it mixed company: yea, who plays it with all girls?
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: i am toxic... i mean, what?
-- Been caught "doing something": nope
-- Been called a tease: yea, lol. what were they thinking?
-- Gotten beaten up: nope
-- Shoplifted: nope
-- Changed who you were to fit in: yes, i started dressing all gothic and stuff, it was a lot of fun.

LAYER NINE:
-- Age you hope to be married: like 24? i think that means me and alle will get married at around the same time
-- Numbers and Names of Children: 2 kids: edgar kei klug and sophie elle klug... lol. im a dork
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: outside! lots of flowers! pretty dresses! eric!
-- How do you want to die: unpainfully
-- Where you want to go to college: harvard... i mean. lol. UMICH!!!!
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: eventually a designer but first i want to do something in international relations
-- What country would you most like to visit: france

LAYER TEN:
-- Best eye color? prolly green, my friend had purpleish blue eyes, and those were cool
-- Best hair color? not blonde! sorry eugene. ha ha ha ha ha.
-- Short or long hair: on the long side
-- Height: pick a height, any height, chances are, they'll be taller than i am
-- Best weight: 123.456743 lbs. god alle, you dont even know your ideal boy weight?
-- Best articles of clothing: button downs rolled up at the sleeve
-- Best first date location: dinner: fun, food, good lighting, did i mention food?
-- Best first kiss location: (alle i thought it would be in the rain) outside on a sunny day in the late afternoon

LAYER ELEVEN:
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: alle, will you bunge jump with me? ha ha ha jk.
-- Number of CDs that I own: i dont know
-- Number of piercings: one on each ear
-- Number of tattoos: i have one on my ankle from afterprom still. ha ha
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: a few times
-- Number of cars your family owns: two.

Sat, 01 May 2004 17:54:35 GMT

sooo, yes
this is the moment we've all been waiting for...
our senior prom...

well, not MY senior prom, but sycamore's. i am going with her and a bunch of people to the beloved sycamore prom... yay. i am wearing the simplest stuff ever so it should be a good time. we're getting ready at alle's. yay. im totally looking forward to it. sycamore dances are so much more fun then ccd ones. he he he he. well i have to go get some stuff ready to go to alle's.
love,
*Shio*

Wed, 28 Apr 2004 03:24:14 GMT

i think i had a bad day.
lots of times, i cant really understand how im feeling, (whats human feeling anyways?) i still hate my director with a passion and life is frustrating. i didnt get to talk to eric as much as i would like to, and i slammed my finger in my fridge this morning and it just sucked, and i was gonna go to the lacrosse game but my damn dentist took too long again. it was just not a good day.
i did get to snuggle with eric for about half a bell though, that was good. and it was beautiful today, and breezy, and just pretty.
and yea,eugene agrees with me: my director is a big fuckign asshole.

whatever.
love,
*Shio*

Sun, 25 Apr 2004 22:11:59 GMT

GENERAL
1.) Name : Shiori Ito
2.) Screen Name : little shio
3.) Location : Shio’s room, Cincinnati, Ohio
4.) Birthdate : October 4th
5.) School : CCDS. Boo.
6.) Height : 5’3”
7.) Hair Color : black, brown, red, crazyness.
8.) Eye Color : pink, I mean, brown
9.) In Your Free Time: kill people with alle… I mean…

FAVORITES
10.) Favorite Book : The DaVinci Code, Flowers for Algernon
11.) Favorite Gum : um, I don’t know.
12.) Favorite Candy : peach smints
13.) Favorite Car : My blue cutie saab.
14.) Favorite TV Show : Gilmore Girls and Queer Eye for the Straight Guy
15.) Favorite Clothing to Wear to School : anything out of dresscode. lol
16.) Favorite Color : blue and green
17.) Favorite Computer Font : arial 11 or 12 pt.
18.) Favorite Conversation Topic : sex. Ha ha, damn crazy teenagers
19.) Favorite Flavor of Ice Cream : peach!!!
20.) Favorite Food/Drink: water, tea, cant forget the jones soda, shirley temple, and cocktails, served with an alle on the side
21.) Favorite Guy's Name: eric… ha ha.
22.) Favorite Girl's Name : Sophie
23.) Favorite Holiday : Roman Holiday.
24.) Favorite Inside Joke: Asian sandwish, crazy teenagers, peeing in the wilderness virginity, cocktail drinking pirates, in short, anything with alle. Ha ha.
25.) Favorite Magazine: Cosmo is pretty entertaining.
26.) Favorite Movie : Pirates of the Caribbean, Moulin Rouge, Amelie, etc
27.) Favorite Music Group: group.. I like bacilos right now, they’re latino. I also like Something corporate because they have a piano
28.) Favorite Piece of Clothing: um I like all my clothes.
29.) Favorite Piece of Jewelry : my peach pit necklace eric made me.
30.) Favorite Place to Eat : um, I don’t know
31.) Favorite Quote #1: I don’t know, there are way too many in the world.
33.) Favorite Season : summer
34.) Favorite Shampoo/Conditioner : I use garnier stuff that smells really good right now, but I really like origins even though they are expensive as hell
35.) Favorite Smiley Face: good old 
36.) Favorite Soda : jones soda. The cream soda. Unless I come across that damn peachy keen flavor
37.) Favorite Song : (alle, I love hey jude!) I like tabaco y chanel right now, I also like konstantine, chasing rainbows, NFG songs, and anything else under the sun.
38.) Favorite Sport : Hockey is prettydamn cool. Yea red wings! Lol.
39.) Favorite Store: H&M.
40.) Favorite Summer Activity : anything with alle. We always have a good time.
41.) Favorite Toothpaste : fuck If I care
42.) Favorite Winter Activity : staying in and being warm and cozy in my bed- what a bum. Ha ha.
43.) Favorite Word : super
44.) Favorite Vacation Spot: Aix en Provence. I plan to retire there

ABSOLUTES
45.) Absolute Best Friend of Same Sex: ALLE!!!!
46.) Absolute Best Friend of Opposite Sex : eric.
47.) Absolute Best Quality in a Friend : (see alle’s answer)
48.) Absolute Crush : aw man, I cant choose between my girlfriend and my boyfriend… both. Dammit, that’s not absolute, but who cares
49.) Absolute Person Who Knows Almost Everything About You: prolly alle. And eric, I don’t know,
50.) Best Advice Ever Given to You : conserve water, shower with a friend. Lol.
51.) Biggest Fear : of being alone
52.) Dumbest Thing You've Done : not take art classes.
53.) Funniest or Most Desperate Thing You've Done to Get the Attention of Someone of the Opposite Sex : um, I don’t have to work to get anyone’s attn thank you very much. Lol. Jk.
54.) Funniest Person You Know: Nate is pretty funny, I also think chris franz is a riot
55.) Fondest Memory of You and Your Friends : back in freshman year, I had a lot of good memories.
56.) Nastiest Person You Know : my damn theatre director. What a dick.
57.) Silliest Thing You've Said : everything coming out of my mouth is silly.
58.) Scariest Thing That's Ever Happened While With Friends: I was quite once, that’s was pretty frightening
59.) Weirdest Food You Like : liver paste. What can I say? Im a daughter of a French wannabe

LASTS
60.) Last Book You Read By Choice: davinci code
61.) Last Food You Ate: meatpie and gazpacho soup
62.) Last Movie You Saw : Kill Bill
63.) Last Phone Number You Called : eric
64.) Last Show You Watched on TV : some show on MTV I forget
65.) Last Time You Kissed Someone : on Friday, I kissed eric goodbye
66.) Last Time You Showered : this morning
67.) Last Time You Thought About Someone You Love: just two seconds ago when eric called
68.) Last Words You Heard : “bye sweetie” from eric. God im such a sap
69.) Last Words You Said : “bye darling” or “un olor a tabaco y chanel” they’re lyrics to the song im listening to

THINGS
70.) Things You Like in the Opposite Sex : forearms. Weird, I know
71.) Things You Hate About the Opposite Sex : they live too far away
72.) Thing You Want to Be Doing Right Now: cuddling with eric. I told u im a sap.
73.) Thing You Get Picked On Most About : being a dork. Ha ha. Its true
74.) Thing You Most Regret : being a selfish bitch. I don’t know
75.) Thing You Say Way Too Much : fuck. I really need to stop swearing
76.) Thing You Want to Be Remembered For: being a sweet person
77.) One Thing You Wish You Could Tell the Whole World : you suck at life! Ha ha
78.) One Thing You Hope You Do Before You Die: get married
79.) Most Romantic Thing Someone Has Ever Done For You: eric made me dinner for valentines day once.

OTHERS
80.) Do You Have a Boyfriend or a Girlfriend? : yep both.
81.) Color of Your Bedroom : yellow
82.) Color Socks You're Wearing : no socks. I hate socks
83.) Here's the Scenario --> You're Curled Up With Someone Watching a Movie : I would prolly fall asleep. Eric would prolly try to pull something. And I will prolly make him hug me. Ha ha.
84.) If a Movie Was Made About Your Life, What Would It Be named? Shio. It’s a great title. What can I say?
85.) Link to Your Favorite Website : um that takes too long
86.) Number of Pairs of Shoes You Own : a lot.
87.) One Place You Want to Go Before You Die : I want to die in aix en provence
88.) Person You Admire the Most : my mommie. I love my mommie
89.) Person You Got This From : alle
90.) Size of Your Bed : twin, its small, but im a small girl
91.) Time and Date : 6:13 April 25, 2004
92.) What Did You Do or What Are Your Plans for Today? : I voted for cappies stuff
93.) What Do You Wanna Be When You Grow Up? : a designer, ultimately, but I guess something to do with international relations
94.) Where is the Computer? : in my room
95.) What Kind of Chewing Gum are You Most Likely to be Chewing When You're in Somewhere?: orbit, my family buys in bulk
96.) Your Theme Songs : why doesn’t anybody like me?- no use
97.) Are You Glad That This is Over?: I love these things. Ha ha.

Sun, 18 Apr 2004 19:44:31 GMT

it's about time that i finally start updating, isnt it?

well life has been good. I'm still with eric. In fact, we're going to celebrate our 1.5 year anniversary this monday. 1 and a half years- it's a long time, isn't it? I hope we can last longer. I like him very very much. next year I'm going to the University of Michigan yay!! I am really excited because I know alot of people there and it's not like ridiculously far from my parents, and come on, Ann Arbor rocks! It has like the biggest art fair in the nation every summer and it also is voted like one of the best college towns every year. I'm going to love it there.
it's funny to think that I only have three more weeks of school. And this weather is reminding me that summer is only so far away. After two weeks, it's AP week, and then it's Senior Exams. After that we have two weeks for Senior Projects, which rocks. I'm working with Will Lucas, Chris Franz, James Flexter, and Neil Naryan. That's my band ;-) ha ha. Me and Franz are singing together, and right now we're working on writing lyrics and shit. it's gonna be a good time. It will be just a bunch of jerk-offs hanging out everyday and not doing much. but it will be nice.
and the summer will def. be a good time. I'll prolly just hang out with Alle alot and have lots of fun in the sun. It sucks how I have to move tho soon, but at least i will have a pool to hang out at. lol.
I can't believe I'm finally going to graduate. I've been waiting for this since I can remember. I'm really excited. I'm going to miss a few people, but I think I'll compensate by all the new friends I will make next year. I just can't wait.
oh well, that's about it. I'll leave you with lyrics:

yo sé que tal vez tu nunca escuches mi canción yo se
y yo sé que tal vez te siga usando a ti robándote mi inspiración
mientras siga viendo tu cara en la cara de la luna
mientras siga escuchando tu voz
entre las olas entre la espuma
mientras tenga que cambiar la radio de estación
porque cada canción me hable de ti de ti de ti...-bacilos

Fri, 02 Jan 2004 17:34:52 GMT

did you know that we start school in like 3 days??

i can't believe it! i really dont want to go back to school, because it means that i get my grades and exams back, and i dont think i did well, meaning that i won't get into the colleges that deferred me :(

it's depressing...

i hope everyone had a good new years. i went over to eric's on new years and met his extended family and i bonded with his little cousin christine who is very very cute. he he.

well off to go mope about school starting now. boo.

love,
*Shio*

Mon, 29 Dec 2003 00:55:53 GMT

i haven't updated in a long, long while.i thought it was time for an update.

i'm still with eric, it's been 14 months now, and i'm very happy when im with him. he's my sweetie pie :) this is the first time i've been with anyone this long, and its kinda wierd, but i think i like it. i'm more of a person who is comfortable in marriage rather than a one night stand. i get too emotionally attached, ya know? in a little while, i'm going to go to college, and so is he. we're trying to make it so we go in the same vicinity, but who knows? i don't think i would have a problem marrying him. many people might percieve that to be naive, but i think myself to be pretty level headed for my age, and so who knows? maybe i will one day become shiori klug (even tho that doesnt sound that great... ha ha)

christmas was bleh, i just sat around with my family at some random dinner party at my daddie's client's house. but i did get to go shopping on the 24th and 26th, which was good.
I GOT MY PROM DRESS!!!
it's one of the most beautiful things in the world. i LOVE it. he he. i know, its a little early to get one, but i had to get it early or else everyone else will get their dresses and it might overlap with mine!
well time for me to clean my room. short update, i know, but i have ADD (not really) and i cant stay still for too long...
love,
*Shio*

Sun, 07 Dec 2003 04:26:42 GMT

The Big Five Personality Test

Extroverted	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	58%
Introverted	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	42%
Friendly	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	46%
Aggressive	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	54%
Orderly	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	48%
Disorderly	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	52%
Relaxed	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	42%
Emotional	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	58%
Openminded	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	52%
Closeminded	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	48%

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Sun, 07 Dec 2003 04:04:20 GMT

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Enneagram Test Results

Type 1	Perfectionism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	38%
Type 2	Helpfulness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	58%
Type 3	Ambition	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	38%
Type 4	Sensitivity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Type 5	Detachment	\|\|\|\|	18%
Type 6	Anxiety	\|\|\|\|\|\|	26%
Type 7	Adventurousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	34%
Type 8	Hostility	\|\|\|\|\|\|	26%
Type 9	Calmness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%

Your Conscious-Surface type is 9w1
Your Unconscious-Overall type is 1w2

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... happy anniversary

Mon, 20 Oct 2003 03:40:45 GMT

<td bgcolor="#000000">Name:</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA"></td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">God/Goddess of</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA">Time</td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">Element:</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA">Fire</td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">Animal Companion:</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA">Butterfly</td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">Weak against</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA">Heat</td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">Weapon:</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA">None</td></tr>

Become a God or Goddess. by zerogirl

<font size='-1' color='#FFFFF (well look at that im the goddess of time.. like kronus) today, since 30 minutes ago, me and eric have been going out for a year. a year. thats a long time. he's not here. he's away in NY visiting Parsons school of design. I miss him... I'm sad because even if we were to see another anniversary we will both be in college and there is a chance that we won't see each other... so this might have been the only anniversary in the next 4 anniversaries that we will be able to see each other? anyhow, it's sad. i miss him alot, and before he left, i made him feel bad because i was crying... he called me a few times today to say hello... but im still sad well that's all. happy anniversary to me and eric... love, Shio

Become a God or Goddess. by zerogirl

<font size='-1' color='#FFFFF (well look at that im the goddess of time.. like kronus) today, since 30 minutes ago, me and eric have been going out for a year. a year. thats a long time. he's not here. he's away in NY visiting Parsons school of design. I miss him... I'm sad because even if we were to see another anniversary we will both be in college and there is a chance that we won't see each other... so this might have been the only anniversary in the next 4 anniversaries that we will be able to see each other? anyhow, it's sad. i miss him alot, and before he left, i made him feel bad because i was crying... he called me a few times today to say hello... but im still sad well that's all. happy anniversary to me and eric... love, *Shio*